Thursday, December 2, 2010

I say nothing.

There aren't words for what i want to say. How do i do that? I'm not sure either.

I'm so glad i stayed with my husband. I'm truly relieved he took me back when he really didn't have to.

Thing is, i miss her. Like, a lot. More than i can convey.

How do i stop this? It's been years, yet i ache like it was more recent.

Lost and confused doesn't even begin to cover it.

Yet, i don't know how to talk about it. To anyone. People are so selfish and judgmental.

How do i say i still need her? To anyone? I can barely acknowledge it to myself.

I really don't have words enough for this. Damn.

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