Friday, December 18, 2009

It never occured to me.

In the rendering of the every day world, one would imagine there are other people in existence who have some semblence of humanity and common sense. One would...

Not me. I know better.

The other people in the world will only ever see life from their own individual perspective. Their own selfish point of view is the glass in which they view life through. There are so very few exceptions, it's impossible for me to consider that anyone i encounter acts without the vision of pure selfishness.

Life through their own point of view and no other.

*shrugs*

I foolishly wish to meet someone who can truly look at life from a perspective not their own. Well, having been on this earth this long, i sincerely doubt it.

You know, i had someone in my life at one point who meant so very much to me, but she fell in love with me and then denied it to herself, and everyone else. Apparently, she had convinced herself she couldn't have a future with me. I believe her conviction ruined any chance of happiness between us at all. No wonder we really don't talk anymore, is it? Although, her desire for "what else" was out there for her combined with her refusal to acknowledge my value in her life has left me with many questions. All the usual questions. What if? Why? If only... You get it.

Eh. Water under the bridge at this point.

I have bigger fish to fry. So to speak.

Leave the love.

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