No clue.

Honestly, does anyone have a clue? A real one? I sure don't and it has me feeling a little lost and concerned.

I went to my sister's house today to hang out because i was in need of some socialization. Instead, i wind up babysitting so she can "get out of the house". Ironically, this is exactly why i don't generally go to visit her. I'm always being asked for something or another. Usually before i've even had the chance to really walk in the door.

So, i sit and wonder, what the hell was i thinking? Seriously.

I gets better since my younger brother was also at my sister's house. Presumably to watch the child in question since my sister needed to get loose from her home. So, without asking me if i was okay with it, he then makes plans and goes out. Leaving me with my sister's offspring until whatever time someone decides to come home. Because i obviously have no life to get back to.

Don't people know they at least would like to be asked? As if they are actually considered in some way even when they aren't really?

People suck. Truly.

I should've stayed at home. At least i would be getting to do what i want that way. I could asked myself if i wanted to do whatever. At the very least i would be considered...

/rant