It all comes as no surprise really. Turns out some people don't like the fact that i explain myself. I give reason for my decisions and actions. Thorough ones, too. Maybe my frankness makes them uncomfortable.
My honesty takes away their freedom to pass judgement on me. The integrity i show makes them feel backed into a corner when they also feel they deserve to be angry, incensed, frustrated, etc. I induce a transparency, well, that "just isn't fair".
I don't play fair? Ha! Wow. I need to find less shallow people to hang out with. Not kidding. Thinking through things and showing my cards, as the saying goes, i actually believed to level the playing field in tough situations. I essentially create a draw. Neutral ground. Isn't that a good thing?
Didn't say i was perfect, did i? Exactly.
Mayhap i should allow people to come up with their assumptions and then give my reasonings? Sure. That's a splendid idea. Only, i'd also have to deal with the self-righteous indignations their damned assumptions inspired! You can't win to lose anymore either.
Do open-minded people even exist? Cause being by myself sucks royal. Believe it.
Oy. Well, my ramblings are my own and my words just ran out.
'Night!
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