Showing posts with label rambling. Show all posts
Showing posts with label rambling. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

It's the most likely outcome.

It all comes as no surprise really.  Turns out some people don't like the fact that i explain myself.  I give reason for my decisions and actions.  Thorough ones, too.  Maybe my frankness makes them uncomfortable.

My honesty takes away their freedom to pass judgement on me.  The integrity i show makes them feel backed into a corner when they also feel they deserve to be angry, incensed, frustrated, etc.  I induce a transparency, well, that "just isn't fair".

I don't play fair?  Ha!  Wow.  I need to find less shallow people to hang out with.  Not kidding.  Thinking through things and showing my cards, as the saying goes, i actually believed to level the playing field in tough situations.  I essentially create a draw.  Neutral ground.  Isn't that a good thing?

Didn't say i was perfect, did i?  Exactly.

Mayhap i should allow people to come up with their assumptions and then give my reasonings?  Sure.  That's a splendid idea.  Only, i'd also have to deal with the self-righteous indignations their damned assumptions inspired!  You can't win to lose anymore either.

Do open-minded people even exist?  Cause being by myself sucks royal.  Believe it.

Oy.  Well, my ramblings are my own and my words just ran out.

'Night!